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about boss…

last night kasama ko sya..cute ni boss last night,,wala lang i just want to compliment boss for that..

i don’t know why i love ”boss”..pero the moment na  nakita ko sya..i knew it na gusto ko makilala tong tao na toh..fortunately,,time permitted us to get along with each other,,kalog na batang umiiyak sa napakababaw na dahilan,,kung bakit at kung paano..hahaha,,akin na lang yun..baka matawa pa kayo..actually..honestly speaking di ko pa sya much kilala yung as in fully..i can’t say na kilala koi na sya fully..hypocrite labas ko nun..as time goes by..mas love ko na sya..

you know why..

kasi mas malakas ang hablig nito sa akin kung baga kung ang topak ko hanggang Mars.. yung kanya hanggang Pluto..

pagkakulit kulit na bata..ang daming tanong kahit minsan walang definite na sagot yung mga tanong  nya..yung tipong unexplanable,,bukod sa nabanggit ko eh mas love ko sya dahil sa mga ito..maybe half lang ang masabi ko..not all shempre akin na privately yung iba..hehehe..my goal is to keep boss company..ga’t gusto nya..hope mag-stay sya with me..kikidnapin ko yun one time..hehehe..anyway,,etoh i made a weird list why i love “BOSS” gusto mo malaman name nya??? wag na.,.baka maagaw pa..though di sya fully saken ofcourse..di ko lam eh..may iba ata syang love..ah ewan..oh sya basta bago ako maadik eh eoth ang list why i love “BOSS”:

1. madami syang nunal kesa sa akin..hehehe(ksama ba yun? tingin nyo?,,hehehe..) at take note pwde kang mag-konek the dots sa hands nya..naaaliw ako..cute little hands with permanent accessories..

2. ang bango ng hair nya..amoy treatment sa salon..hmmm..adik..hehehe..

3. masarap sya kasama..so soft parang good night pillow lang..

4. liit ng feet nya kesa sa akin..ang cute ng toes nya liit din..oi..maliit lang talaga toes nya ah..pero hindi midget si boss ah..munchkins lang..hhaha..in-love ba ako? ang korni ko ah..

5. mahilig sya sa brown as of 9pm kahapon..haha..kasi last time magkausap kami sa text pink daw fave nya..napalitan kahapon..yan ang sign,,ang ayos nya kausap nuh??like me..hehe..

6. gusto nya jollibee ako Mcdo..so kamusta naman diba..hahaha..

7. mahilig syang mag-jumble ng grammar sa tagalog at ipang -txt ito na tipong pag binasa mo ang sakit sa bangs tt-tumbling ang kidney mo pag nabasa mu..tapos biglang react ka na..huh? ah siguro typo error lang..hehe..

8. kaya ko sya love kasi mas concern sya sa sarili ko rather than me..todo kamusta palage yun everyday..as in kahit di kami together hindi sya napapagod sa kka-text sa akin,,actually..ayoko abusuhin..baka magsawa sya..i know there will come a time na magsasawa sya doing that..pero sulitin diba habang nasa height sya of doing that..lahat naman ng tao may karapatan ma-exhaust..

9. the weird thing why i also love boss so much..kase..di ko pa sinasabi sa kanya kung anu yung nararamdaman ko or ginagawa ko alam na nya..hehe..parang kanina..alam nya agad na natulog ako sa mass kanina..di naman kami magkasama..hahaha! galing nuh..

10. and lastly.,,the reason kung bakit love ko sya, kasi sabi nya love nya ko at kung love nya ko mas love ko sya(na-gets nyo?) and the good thing in it is that..i don’t divide my love for boss..based on sa iba’t-ibang aspect nya but i multiply it instead. yeah! astig phrase diba. beat that!

–akin ka na lang.

Mama received the gift my Ate Lhei sent her for X’mas.. it was a bracelet made of gold she bought in Dubai..not so sure about the brand basta bracelet sya..it was nice,beautifully crafted with art…bumanat pa ako kay mama I told her: “ay napanis yung gift ko,,kabog ah..hahaha.. I was laughing pa that time kasi nag-twi2nkle mata nya sa tuwa,,but.. i thought it was for the Gold bracelet that she received from my sister..it was not pala..she was looking into somethinng that time..

she was stunned with this something in the box ..it has a  Xmas tone, the color is glittery white with a red accent around the neck..when i saw it.. it was a small bear..a cute little bear that when you press the portion of his heart you will hear a xmas jingle..sabi ko kay mama..” asus yan lang naman pala..gusto mo..ang dami sa palengke nya..haha”..but i was touched how she put her focus on the bear and not on the expensive bracelet she received..

Had you seen the thought of it…hai.. I really now believe that GIFTS are best received and appreciated in it’s simplest manner..

i loved this quote that was sent to me last time..very true..it’s something like this,,

” I used to think that God’s GIFTS were on shelves one above another. And the older we get and the taller we grow, the easier we can reach them. Now, I find that God’s GIFTS are on shelves ONE beneath another, and the LOWER WE STOOP, the MORE WE GET. It is the good deeds we do, the kind words we speak, the love we give, and the humility we show that help us stoop down to find our real treasures..”..

very simple and true..now i realized why mama find the bear more heart-felt to receive than the bracelet..it serves as a “love connection” between her and my ate from Dubai who’s away with us right now for Xmas..and every time she holds the bear and hears the sound of it..she always feel how she was greatefully loved by us and by my Ate Lhei especially…i realized,,every time I see my mommy alive and happy it always feels like Xmas.

Bye Bye lyrics

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ’cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
It’s something more than saying “I miss you”
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
Miss you but i try not cry
As time goes by and it’s true that you’ve reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m right here next to you
But It’s like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky ’cause we will never say bye

hirap pala magtiwala sa mga tao lately…lalo na kapag yun yung mga dear persons na napalapit na sayo for the past years of your life..itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang "psycho-ex"..
been tanga din naman na naniwala pa ako..eventhough my buddies told me na wag na maniwala..i know it’s my fault din naman to ne hard-headed at the time that i should’ve listen to my folks who knows enough about psycho-ex..

pity ego-trippers.

walang magawa nung thursday..nakokornihan akong lumabas kaya nag-paulit-ulit na lang ako ng panonood ng one more chance (leche! favorite movie eh…waaaahhh!)

bakit nga ba hindi ako magsawa-sawa sa panonood nun..hai..maybe it reminds me of something so nice before kasi..

oh! well, kabisado ko na nga ata mga linya ng bawat character doon eh..haha! adik lang..

natuwa kasi ako eh..yung jacket ni popoy eh pareho sa jacket na meron ako at si raisy..kulay lang naman tsaka yung porma pero cool yun ah..

bakit nga ba may 3-month rule? totoo ba yun o pauso lang…maxado lang akong elibs dun sa movie na yun…na lintik! lagi na lang akong pinapaiyak..pero di ako magsawa naman..hai..

actually,,8times ko syang pinaulit ulit kaya medyo puyat ang inyong lingkod..
pati nanay ko naki-jammin’ sa kahibangan at kabaduyan ko..kung baduy man..pero di sya baduy..sulit movie..

napanood ko na sya sa big screen pero di ako nagsasawa..hai..todo diin talaga eh nuh!..

pag-uwi ng ate ko yayayain ko sya bumili ng cd nun…hehe…for sure yung sa kanya got to believe ang bibilin nun..ako one more chance tsaka a love story..hehe..the best..buhayin si rico yan..iyan ang ka-kornihan at ka-mushy-han ko..yuck!

ill get over this stuff…i’m gonna get there..yeah!

some lines:

"sana tayo na lang,,sana ako na lang,,ako na lang ulit"..
"i love you and i will tell you everyday,,etc etc etc (kanta ni trisha for popoy)
"ten years from now ganito parin kaya tayo?"
"SHE LOVED ME AT MY WORST,,YOU HAD ME AT MY BEST,,AT BINALEWALA MO LANG YUN,,(I JUST MADE A CHOICE) AND YOU CHOSE TO BREAK MY HEART!"–WAAAAAHHHH! KAANING TOH!–
yun na lang muna…lines ulit next time..hahahaha!

magfflood toh! DI PA AKO SAWA! haha..

 chorus na lang:

I’ll never go far away from you
even the sky will tell you that i need you so..
for this is all I know..
I’ll never go far away from you.. :’)

Healing- Deniece WilliamsNow that we have gotten through
One more fall
I can just admit I’ve got it all
Cause I do
Cause I’ve got you
We’ve crossed these battle lines too many times
It passes through the heart
But it never leaves a mark

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasn’t there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

I’ve kicked around those lines in my head
But I never listened to the words that You said
See where it’s lead
Well I know I have it now
Cause You showed me how
And all I had to do
Was just to keep my eyes on You

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling

Lord I know that Your love is healing 

Nang matapos na’ng mga araw na ika’y sa aking piling iniibig ka pa rin

Nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin

Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo’y magkasama pa

Aking sinabi’t pinangako na tayo’y may pag-asa

Ngayon kahit siya’y sakin sa kanyang yakap at lambing

Ang ninanais ay ikaw parin, ikaw parin

siguro nga ganon lang talaga,,,nagpapalamig lang sila ng mainit na environment at nagtatago sa mga maiinit na matang nakatingin sa kanilang 2..di ko lang lam kung umaasa pa si bebang sa peace on earth at reconciliation nila ni inday..maybe..we don’t know,,nakakalungkot na hindi makita ni bebang na sa likod ng lahat…ang talagang may problema sa katawan eh si inday..at hindi siguro naman mag-rereact si badong at ang mga taong nakapaligid kay inday at kay badong kung totally wah na care si badong kay inday…nagsisimba kaya si inday? naaawa ako sa kanya…sana makilala nya si sir bo…hindi naman sa nakikialam si ragga’ sa kanila…parang opinyon lang itu base sa mga naririnig ni ragga’…kilala pa kaya nya si Lord?? hai…di ko prejudge c inday…anyway…makikita naman nya lahat ng itu pagdating ng sunset ng buhay nya…sana na lang gumawa sya ng tama…walang nagising ni sinu man sa kanila..nag-sslip out lang ang reality pa minsan minsan at need nilang pumasok sa kani kanilang room para hindi muna masilaw…pero lalabas din ulit sila,,ika nga nila…sinasabi lang siguro ni inday at ni bebang na wala na sila para lang mag-chill out…pero aura nilang 2?? mararamdaman mong pareho silang hoping para sa isa’t-isa…sayang naman..nice match na sana feeling ni inday at ni bebang eh..kaso may badong na si inday…tied.knotted.screwed na eh..sayang nuh?….ang masasabi lang ni ragga’ kay bebang…"andito lang ako pag kelangan mo ko"…take advantage baga habang buhay pa si ragga’…mahaba haba na ring lakaran ang pinagsamahan ni ragga’ at ni bebang eh…lam na nila pareho sikot ng bituka nila pareho..ang matindi dito…mahal ni ragga’ hanggang ngayon si bebang…eh..iba na mahal ni bebang eh..si inday na…kahit mag-deny pa sya sa sampung pari…halata parin ng benteng psychologist na mahal parin ni bebang si inday…hintayin nyo na lang ma-tigok si badong(napaka-morbid ba?haha)..pero iyon lang ang way para masabing "angkop" na sila kahit paano…diba,,,mabait at mabuting tao si bebang…kaya for sure..di sya makakalimutan ni inday…kung dumating ulit yung time na feel talaga ni bebang si inday kesa kay ragga’…kaya naman pigilan ni ragga’ nararamdaman nya eh…all for bebang…generous enough si ragga’ na i-lend sa kung san masaya si bebang…go! kaya medyo "bad trep" si ragga’ kay inday eh….ngayon alam na ni ragga’ kung sino ang in denial sa pagiging "immature"…intact utak ni ragga’ kahit psychotic sya paminsan…kung magkakabalikan si bebang at si inday….hai…supurtahan taka silang 2 ni ragga’…go!

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